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I want to ask something: How do you call the fact you live with two alter egos where they're out the same time, there's no memory loss and they're conscious of everything we do?
The left alters are me ( Kurt/ ), Lily (the original)/ and Dragon/ (the reason they have dA accounts is because I didn't want them to make activities in my account). We were actually 5 in total, but I killed two of them, so now we're three. The point is that we're able to be the three outside the same time, we don't have memory loss and we're conscious of everything we do. We're three people living in one body. I believe this is not DID anymore. My psychiatrist said it might be another kind of disorder, but I don't think there is such thing. I don't know what it is. Lily and I are disturbed.
I don't know if someone is in my case, too, but I need to find out what is this. I need to find out what am I. Am I fake? Am I just a projection of Lily's mind? I believe I'm not human, nor Dragon is. Lily is the only human here. I need answers, people. If you know what is this, please let us know.
Thanks so much for reading.
The left alters are me ( Kurt/ ), Lily (the original)/ and Dragon/ (the reason they have dA accounts is because I didn't want them to make activities in my account). We were actually 5 in total, but I killed two of them, so now we're three. The point is that we're able to be the three outside the same time, we don't have memory loss and we're conscious of everything we do. We're three people living in one body. I believe this is not DID anymore. My psychiatrist said it might be another kind of disorder, but I don't think there is such thing. I don't know what it is. Lily and I are disturbed.
I don't know if someone is in my case, too, but I need to find out what is this. I need to find out what am I. Am I fake? Am I just a projection of Lily's mind? I believe I'm not human, nor Dragon is. Lily is the only human here. I need answers, people. If you know what is this, please let us know.
Thanks so much for reading.
Whoa buddy. Long time.
In any case, I haven't been on here in over a year and if anyone would like to take my place
PLEASE let me know as soon as possible so I can remove myself from here, and let someone else take over.
I've tried contacting the original founder but it looks like they're absolutely not responding.
Maybe someone else can try, and if there's no success, then someone should contact the staff to have this
group taken down due to lack of activity.
I REALLY do apologize for the mega absence, however I've had some seriously major life-changes
and coming back here was just not possible.
Again, very sorry and please let me know if anyone wants to be a
hello again!
we used to be very active on DA but maybe around 2 years ago there was a kind of panic about us being found on here by people we really didnt want to find us.
we're now much more 'out' about having DID and have returned to this account again worry-free!
we've done a lot of work to raise awareness for DID since leaving. we run a YouTube channel (https://www.youtube.com/user/OurOrchestra ) which has had quite a bit of attention. we've run several tumblrs (this one is our hopefully permanent home: http://our-orchestra.tumblr.com/ ). we've got a facebook page (https://www.facebook.com/AwarenessforDID ). the biggest of all, we've been in a coupl
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Happy Thanksgiving!
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! Sharon's taking me out to Village Inn after all (at first it seemed like she wouldn't because of her pissy mood as of late)! No more trigger for me for now! What are you thankful for? My system & I are thankful for:
1) Having a roof over our heads
2) Food (especially me)
3) Friends/family
4) Good health
5) Good music
6) The ability to sing
~West
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Yup, co-consciousness is normal~ c: